It's been pretty rough for the last bit.

One of my best friends just passed away. She was in a horrible car accident. They had to let her go.

Dealing with that was one of the hardest things that I've ever done. It's been a month and 5 days. And it still hurts just as much as it did then. But I just keep soldiering on. It's all I can do, I guess. She deserves that much.

I can't change the past. But I can let the past change my future.

RIP Rebecca. You are very much missed and loved.

~Lyn~

My boyfriend enlisted in the army.

I love him. I respect his choices. But I'm so scared for him. He says that this is something that he has to do, though, and I'll let him do that. He deserves nothing less than unconditional support from me.

To be honest, though, I think he worries more than I do. He's heard that a lot of girls cheat on their Army boys, and even though he knows I love him, he worries that the distance will get to me. I could never do that to him, though. I've been cheated on before, and I know how bad it hurts.

I've been told everything from "You're too young to know what love is, let him go" to "He's going to get shot over there." But I don't give a damn. I'm going to stand by him and stand by his choices. Because I love him, and I know we can make it. 

Well, this is a great place. I got pointed here by the people at OhMyGods (amazing pagan comic, you all should check it out.)

Umm...a bit about me? I fall kind of under the category of polytheism, but I'm still searching. I guess in a way we're all still searching...the goddess that I communicate with the most is Nyx, goddess of the night, and occasionally Eris, goddess of chaos (makes for an interesting life.)

Don't really have too much more to say right now. Nice to be here!

~Lyn~